Life was kinda of bored these 2 days. Staying at home doing nothing ,but sleep, eat, computer and tv. That is my 2 days activites at home . And most of the time i will be mugging inside my room . As these i think about a week already bahx, been having a cold war with my mum lor... Also dunch knw about wad..lol... You people must be laughing bahx...
These 2 days i didn't really waste my time at home la.
I was thinking what am i going to walk down the years in the future.
Am i going to carry on holding a torch for him or am i going to let it flow through the rivers or the big sea and then start my life all over again.
But doing so much thinking.
In the past, whenever i wanted to let him go,
things about him will just come by,
or there will be people asking me to attend some kina of events
which i will have a higher percentage of seeing him .
After all, we knew each other from temples.
So until now , i still dunch knw what i should do.
I wanted to let him go, but things about him will start to pass by my mind,
which i hope it will not, or people will start asking me things about him .
OMG... Can someone tell me what should i do ?
My mind now is just in a whirl, and i can't stop thinking.
And this cos me to have many different dreams this few days lor .
So many things just started to come to my mind, ARRGRR...
What should i do ..?
There are people asking me to give him up, what is so good about him?
This is a VERY frequent question people will ask me.
There are also people who will tell me not to give up , despite what others say ..? My mind is kinda of ARGGRR...
习惯被拒绝的人会先拒绝
这一次至少是我先说离别
有一些痛楚看不见泪水
有一种防卫叫做我无所谓
要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑
却带走我一切
你不爱我是我舍不得
是我不配为你在狼狈
你不爱我你真的不爱我
尽力而为我拼命给也是浪费
你不爱我是我舍不得
是我不配和命运作对
你不爱我你真的不爱我
一直以为我是后卫
原来只是那后备